T.H

The world is truely amazing, from the stars in the sky to the earth on the ground, from the flowing seas to the floating clouds. The world has many things to dazzle man, but yet the most amazing thing i have set my eyes on is you. You are my own wonder of the world, you've become so much of a part of me that i dont think i can live without. You are wonderful and graceful. Times without number amazing. I love you, i love my wonder. I gaze upon the stars as twinkling as they can be and say none shines as bright as she. I look upon the earth as it takes many forms and say, none can take shape as beautiful as her. Cause she is my wonder, and in her i put my love and in her i give my heart. I love you T.H and i always will cause you are my one and only wonder of the world

The World on Earth

Frankly I need a place to belong, but not in this world.

I need a place of great imagination and thoughts,

Where there are no limits

I know, sounds like fantasy

But…..

Imagine what the fantasy of that world will be, their horror stories that portray our world in a lead role

Ben fits into the benefits

Clouds that do not hold rain

Kids that do not hold tears

Won’t that be glorious?

But why so far fetched

We blame the world, but the world hasn’t done anything

It’s always been here, serving as a home

So who do we point our fingers too

Who is the real culprit?        

My mother always told me, it’s wrong to point

But I can’t help it, a child can help it, same as a child can’t help but make mistakes

Toying with ignorance and shallowness

Yet putting up a cute benevolent smile

Oh how the innocent have been dipped in tar

Oh how our world has fallen

Only blessed to be suspended in space

If otherwise, our sins would have weighed gravity to hit on the ground

The dead smile, trust me.

They’ve lived hell and left.

All the regrets of things we think they didn’t have the chance to accomplished

Was left behind with the emotions of the living

There are no dreams or aspirations in the afterlife

Same as there is no chase after the thief is caught.

Okay that was moody

Let’s do happy thoughts

Right now, someone got a promotion

Right now, someone just fell in love

Right now, a child was born

Right now, a dream came true

Right now …………………………..

                                                                                  

PAIN

It's a familiar friend
One that makes me aware of it's presence.
A loud knock on my ever shut doors.
A teacher with rude remarks
A lesson too hard to forget
An unpleasant place for heavens preparation.
Friend or foe
I know not
But what is darkness without light
What is day without night
So what is joy without pain..

Light Subconscious

The reality is that we all pick the illusion we live in. What gives you hope might be another's fear.
So when you hear a story, take the morals from it and not the script.
Watch more than you talk. Remember that you are just an audience in other people's lives. Do not dive in, knock before entering, and wait to be asked to take a sit.
Always remember, you are not always the story teller, so be a good listener and then you'll have the privilege to speak. Before you speak, always give an applaud to the story teller, remember, he gave you your sit.
Life is delicate as it is. You wake up everyday knowing how fragile it is, so you should also recognise the responsibility of coming into someone's life, either as help or to stay. Don't pick up broken shards of glass, just to smash them up more.
Sometimes lending help is not giving help at all. We should be more aware of when we are not needed than when we are, rather than forcing our opinions to cause destruction. The right advice will form a merger and the wrong, a collision.  With every right merger you grow, and you create more options of help for yourself.
Then one day, when you become the story teller , you'll be assured that you are giving your seats to the right people.

I.R.O

TEARS OF THE EARTH

Its amazing how creation sneaks up on you, how nature can still amaze you in this level of civilization.
Makes one wonder how the wonders were created.

It's beautiful...

Even the blind man can feel the gentle breeze on his skin, and still recognise that he's in the presence of a breathtaking scenery.

It's beautiful...

The perfect disarrangement of the stars in the vast sky, like glitters poured across a black canvas
Nature is perfect, and sadly it holds such imperfect beings, tainting its edges and faces, ripping out what they claim to be theirs.
Suffocating the air
Grounding the earth
Drowning the seas

We hurt her....

She who existed before us, became our home, cared for us, played with us, fought with us, fought us, mourned us, then buried us.

We hurt her.....

Yet we fail to realise, that its from her we were made and hurting her only means hurting ourselves.
From her we live, and too her we die
We kill for her, just to kill her
Even when she begs, screams and cries for mercy.
Then turn a blind eye and soak ourselves in the products of our greed.
Cause we fail to realise that she's us, and her death, is our demise.

The stars our beautiful tonight, i hope they look down and one day say the same thing to us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM

I fell asleep when you left, reality became just a dream to me. I just played along with everything, doing my part as best as i can. But on some days i open my eyes, and i wake up to this nightmare, where you're not there. Your absence has made me lose sight of everything, sometimes....most times i don't think i can do this. How did you do this?.... it's so hard... so difficult.

I miss you. God knows i really do. My life's compass. My first ray of sunshine. My confidence. My everything. My rock. My mum. You made everything impossible possible. You fought for us even when you were fighting us. You were there at every turn, at every sun rise, at every sun set. I knew you before i knew the world, and through the world i learnt to loved you more than anything. Your absence is unbearable. Not hearing your voice everyday is deafening. I miss you! Oh God i miss you. I only wish i could give you the world as you brought me into this one. I dont think I'll ever accept a reality without you. So I'll try to make the best out of my dreams and hope that one day i can make it into a reality that you will be proud of.

I LOVE YOU MUM and I'll always will in every plane of existence under God's divinity.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM

Lost in Hate

I hate feeling like this. I hate it. The way it takes me by surprise, the way it settles within me as if it were a perfect fit.
I hate this feeling, the feeling that makes me see everything in dark light, that turns day dark and my nights endless.
I hate it... i hate it.... i hate it....
But i dont know what it is. What is this feeling, that is reaping me apart, that has owned my thoughts and hidden my smile. That makes me find joy only in the thoughts of the damned.
It feels alive within me, taking control of all my senses and my very being.
Leaving me at the edge of a cliff, waiting for me to fall to the edge of another cliff.
It wants to keep me alive questioning everything i love and believe in
It wants to test me, just to see me fail.
It wants to break me, just so it can rebuild me, and do it again.
What is this feeling...
What are you...
Why will you do this...
Why do you hurt me...
Why do i look at you and see me...

MES CITATIONS

THE SWITCH

She would look at me with love in her eyes,

 her messages were the first i saw when i picked up my phone.

Every time she called, you could here the excitement in her voice.

 She loved me and i her.

We were going to last forever,

as long as the sun was in the sky during the day

and the moon during the night,

 she was going to be mine forever

Or that's what i thought......

Until the dark clouds engulfed the sky and made invisible the sun and the moon.

 It brought with it rain that made my tears unseen to her.

Now she looks at me,

lost feelings in her eyes,

 her messages are never on my phone.

 Every time she calls,

 you can only hear the sound of obligation in her voice.

Now i leave not by day or night,

I take notice only of withered leaves that lay dead on the earth.

 I could never have predicted this,

 cause my heart wont let me see a future where she wasn't in it

ARCHITECTS OF GREATNESS

I lay on my bed doing nothing, watching time pass.

The seconds adding up to minutes,

minutes to hours.

I was enclosed in my own head,

wondering as usually the answers that had become questions of life. Why things happen the way they do,

why people act the way they do,

why life was designed this way.

There is a saying that goes *we are the architect of our own lives*, to take it further we chose our own designs, but how much of that is true.

There are obviously things that are out of our control,

 those situations that limit the options we have,

doesn't that show, that we are being pushed to a certain direction, like a leaf blown by the wind.

If we were truely architects,

wont words like fate and destiny be nullified.

I'm a big believer of the importance of the singularity of a being.

The greatest knowledge a person can aquire is

 self knowledge.

The more you know yourself, the easier it is to carve your future,

 to build your work,

 to rise or descend, depending on your choosing.

But to attain such knowledge, one must put aside a lot of things,

 most which will leave you at the mercy of the world and reduce you to nothing

 but a seedling with dreams of becoming an oak tree.

But you can do it. 
I believe you need to

 *KNOW YOURSELF TO KNOW THE WORLD*.

It starts with you before anything else.

We might all live on the same planet but we come from different worlds.

We all see things differently and have different opinions on things,

 but thats not necessarily a bad thing.

 We are architects,

but also someones design,

 we know what we expect of our designs,

 so we should also know what is expected of us and i can assure you,

 its nothing less of greatness

The Purest of Beginnings

The world is dark the world is flesh.

 Easily tainted and poisoned, just like man.

 Not really surprising... as it is said,

 man was created from the earth,

it only makes sense they have similar destinies. 
But we forget, that everything started pure...good, like in the bible

*God created the earth in 7 days and he looked down upon it and saw it was GOOD*.

The purest form of everything is at its origin..

its beginning...

its creation,

but we taint it.

From the beginning of time, man has been known to take the purest things

 and completely engulf it in darkness...

completely destroy it.

Man is darkness...

man is earth..

 destruction,

but yet man is also good, man is unique...

because as they are known for destruction, they are known for creation.

God's masterpiece.

TRICKSTER

Its time to play tricks with the trickster
All those times I was out cause I miss her
I got the trick not the treat and it isn't October
I think I'm getting played, but how do I get past her.
I don't care, just want the truth, no matter how bitter
But she let me go and fell for the trickster.

Hello, we haven't met, but if you harm her
I'll show you I know more tricks than even you the trickster.
Bitter sweet you should adore her
Cause she's dear to me and you are lucky to have her.